While today should be a day to celebrate Hatsune Miku for me it's a day filled with pain frustration and difficult feelings.
I've received news that a family member, someone I've had somewhat tense connections with that have grown distant in recent years, is in hospice now.
She's gotten weaker recently with cancer, and has been given a few months left by doctors.
I want to go to her and talk to her, that despite the times we've butted heads that I still care about her and want her to be in my life too, but she doesn't want to be seen in her current state, she can't see cen use her phone anymore.

What a miserable few moths huh?