Finally drew him again instead of just fantasizing. I wish he existed and was obsessed with me. I really love how i made his scars look like here, in my mind he'd cross them with his knife a lot, making them often inflamed (which would make him a painkiller addict to some degree but like anything for his looks ofc ofc). Also the corners of his mouth are cut, so he can open his mouth wider than someone with intact cheeks. i also love the idea of the little lip damage exposing some teeth. Teeth are ofc a slight shade of yellow due to his mouth hygene and because teeth tends to be yellow sometimes. Tired eyes, greasy hair, smells of BO, blood and smokes. He also could have patchy facial hair even though the chemical burns. Dirty stinky men. Love them.
If you want to fuck me you have one job. Be him. I'd even let someone in a JTK cosplay kill me lowkey. I'd be into that. But not really cuz i'd want to relive it many more times... >w<