Hello again, it’s been awhile since I have posted anything online.

I was a California residential furry artist until 2024 when things got too much for me and needed to go to other countries to try to find my mental peace. From Vietnam to Taiwan, I looked for work, tried to work, worked for awhile, and things were good for awhile. But then lost my job so now I am in another country with nothing but time, feelings of sadness and boredom, a tablet and a pen.

Even though I left the United States at least physically, I have still been following the craziness back in the States. I guess in the past ten years, just observing how the young men are doing my age and younger are doing, we are not doing great. Since the 1970’s the States have been in decline from one bad policy to the next President and their bad policies. And now in modern States and even globally, we are having more cases of people around the world not able to find their community, or when we do we go find it on the internet. Some good, and some less good, the dark forests that should have been avoided. The “dark forests” are the red pill and the black pill communities and the dating advice grifters, and podcasters who are more than happy to stir sht up and offer no real constructive solutions. Young men are besieged by negative voices from all sides, from the “Right” they are told that they are not manly enough, not “looksmaxxed” enough, need to go to the gym, women are not our friends, while the “left” have treated men like the enemy and cancer and pepetuators of the patriarchy which harms everybody. And when you are a young man, it’s hard to navigate through all this and make sense of this and come out alright on the other side. And unfortunately many of us do become warped.

Already many of us in this community have suffered (though fortunately not all) from poor family relationships and especially strained relationships with our male parental figure in our lives, so all of this stuff on top of that I can only imagine it’s… too much. Unironically we really do need male support groups, as well as safe spaces for women, transgenders, and racial minorities, and then hopefully we can all be in society, seek common ground, and find a way to fix the mess we find ourselves in. The hungry industrial military complex machine and all other systems that oppress and divide us.