Note: To those I have turn a frown upside down, I hope you like this.

There was a time in my life where I was an angry individual growing up in life. Highschool was pure fucking hell. The only thing that made it pleasant was my fellow geek friends. I had a rebellious attitude and had awful thoughts thinking that everyone deserved to die. I don;t have any idea what I was thinking. Was it my meds fucking my head, or the fact that I was bullied alot? I don;t know. I eventually got into art and drew alot of pics. It was more than you call a "Fun thing to do". I got productive and made newer and newr ideas as I went along. I met alot of friendly faces on DA and eventually FA. There people there that made me smile and it gave me a sense that there was no more reason to be angry.  notveryathletic was the spark what turned my heart from being cold to kind. I thank him still today. It eventually came to a pont where I bought my first badge from  Guyver47 and eventually started buying for others as well. I went to  Huskie666 for others, then it eventually to whoever I could work with to help make smiles all around. I did the same with image ideas I drew of people's characters in jokes and other ways to bring a smile and laugh upon them. I even donated when they were in a slump. The least I could do to help. It felt good to help people smile when they were are unexpectant, going through some trouble, down on hard times and anytime they had a frown. This was good for awhile until some things came up. I will not go into detail and I refuse to name names. All I can say is that there were times where I was scammed by a few people. Alot of people know who they are but only a few know what they are all about. My fault was that I was naive and foolish to be led on and tricked. Never again. I still have a motivation to spread positive vibes around wherever I go, and I refuse to stop. To people that I have put smiles on, you have no debts with me, but a smile itself. <:3

We often wonder if humanity is a word used for the decent human being that dwells around you. We look for a positve reason to know that untiy is more of a reality than just a metaphore used through a motivation speech. There were people in history who did things for others out of the kindness of there hearts and made a positive movement and let us know that the world wasn't full of negativity. One person who made a postive message like that was Mother Theresa. Through the countless good deeds and ways contributing to the help and care for others was more than enough to consider her a Saint. We all have a duty as individuals of society to help one another the best way we can. We may not have much to offer each other, every little bit helps, even letting people know you care is enough. Just give smiles the best way you can. <3