self hatred, denial of ability to improve
by jadedAegis
2 months ago
well, discord is back for me. I figured it shouldn't stay deleted if I want to have friends ever again
I want to be someone who is worth loving but I'm just not that. I am taking steps.
part of that step is trying to stop thinking about him
I want to be someone who is worth loving but I'm just not that. I am taking steps.
part of that step is trying to stop thinking about him
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shit sucks :P but we all gotta go through with this eventually, really...
all because of fucking frontotemporal brain damage I just want my friends back
all the compassion I don't exactly deserve has been a positive thing for me
I just miss my life four years ago
(sorry I can't stop my too-much-informationing when it comes to people I would love to get to know but end up pushing away due to... *gestures* all my... me(s?)
been meaning to draw all my selves/headmates/alters/whatever the fuck word explains myselves
running on a debt of my energy since about when the '24 eclipse happened, so,,, let's hope that lessens... :/
(it's also the debt from having to suffer the transfemme experience and being the "gifted kid burnout" but I thought I moved past that by the time I got hit by a car :l )
thanks again for your support of me through my spiral :P