[there is some swearing, its only 'fuck' and 'masturbate' ? if someone finds it offensive i will put mature on]

yea..
parts of this;
'i love you, no i like you, i dont know'
i really like a guy and he wants to be my boyfriend but i find it hard to be with him and it would be a long distance relationship.
'art is my escape from reality, dont ruin it for me'
if i dont want critiques dont give me them,i use art to escape from real life but people seem to want everything in art to be perfect.

i dont feel like explaining anything else..
everything is [c] me, the character doesnt have a name yet but shes my new fursona.