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Push the door, I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through.
Then you handed me a towel,
And all I see is you.
And even if my house falls down now,
I wouldn't have a clue.
Because you're near me.
And I, want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life.
Oh, Just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life.
Dido 'Thank You', ©1998
___________________________________________
Look, I've been struggling. Struggling so hard since late 2024. Stress, financial crisis, behind on art, not making a holiday piece last year, low energy, depression, OCD, worried about being shot dead because I'm a triple target (trans, person of color, immigrant) of this batshit crazy political turmoil. I'm exhausted...
There are days when I tell you, "Honey, I don't know if I can make it another day... Nobody likes me, I'm ugly, I don't belong, I'm a bother to everyone, I'm too annoying, I'm...
...not enough..."
And even when I have daily mental breakdowns the past 16 months... Feeling like I should end it all and disappear for good...
You're there.
You tuck me in at night. You listen to my words without judging me.
Taking off my glasses after a long day no matter how tired I am of everything... Everyone...
Even when I said, I'm ugly, I'm not worthy, I'm not hot enough like the rest, I don't have a Sona,
...I'm human...
You still married me.
And even after 2 1/2 months of being married and feeling doubt, sorrow, confusion, getting laid off from my job in January that we both fought for, I have credit card debt. I have nothing in my savings. My bank account for weeks has been consistently at 0, watching me work my ass off to exhaustion on my commission queue since mid-January...
You didn't kick me out of the house you bought for us.
You didn't call me a failure.
You didn't ask for more.
You only asked... for me to be okay...
And to love you. To trust you when things get bad.
To hold my hand when it hurts to live...
, Darling... I'm exhausted...
But, your love,
I thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
That's Love 🩷❤️
Happy Valentine's Day, everyone.
And I'm soaking through and through.
Then you handed me a towel,
And all I see is you.
And even if my house falls down now,
I wouldn't have a clue.
Because you're near me.
And I, want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life.
Oh, Just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life.
Dido 'Thank You', ©1998
___________________________________________
Look, I've been struggling. Struggling so hard since late 2024. Stress, financial crisis, behind on art, not making a holiday piece last year, low energy, depression, OCD, worried about being shot dead because I'm a triple target (trans, person of color, immigrant) of this batshit crazy political turmoil. I'm exhausted...
There are days when I tell you, "Honey, I don't know if I can make it another day... Nobody likes me, I'm ugly, I don't belong, I'm a bother to everyone, I'm too annoying, I'm...
...not enough..."
And even when I have daily mental breakdowns the past 16 months... Feeling like I should end it all and disappear for good...
You're there.
You tuck me in at night. You listen to my words without judging me.
Taking off my glasses after a long day no matter how tired I am of everything... Everyone...
Even when I said, I'm ugly, I'm not worthy, I'm not hot enough like the rest, I don't have a Sona,
...I'm human...
You still married me.
And even after 2 1/2 months of being married and feeling doubt, sorrow, confusion, getting laid off from my job in January that we both fought for, I have credit card debt. I have nothing in my savings. My bank account for weeks has been consistently at 0, watching me work my ass off to exhaustion on my commission queue since mid-January...
You didn't kick me out of the house you bought for us.
You didn't call me a failure.
You didn't ask for more.
You only asked... for me to be okay...
And to love you. To trust you when things get bad.
To hold my hand when it hurts to live...
, Darling... I'm exhausted... But, your love,
I thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
That's Love 🩷❤️
Happy Valentine's Day, everyone.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Portraits
Species Dinosaur
Size 2400 x 1350px
File Size 6.32 MB
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