I guess sometimes time can give people a sense of oppression. Especially when you lack something that can be recognized, this feeling could becomes even stronger. Every day is like recording an extra debt on the ledger, and occasional achievements are almost insignificant in the face of that huge and constantly accumulating number
Sometimes I tried to ignore it, but it is hard to mute the voice keep telling you. Hurry up, Make a decision quickly, Make a RIGHT decision quickly. Or you will be far behind your peers, or you will lose the guarantee of your future life.
Time sometimes passes too quickly, a day, a week, a month, it seems like they just pass by in a daze.
Returning to this painting, I can't believe I actually completed it. Some places still feel a bit rough, but let's leave it like that.