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had another seizure this week, makes everyone scared for me, with my disability im gonna start looking to move out so i can do what i want and draw what I want. If you're wondering why the general lack of nsfw art/posts its because i know for fact my dad stalks my bluesky, and im 75/25 sure he stalks this fa.
I am trying to reboot my life, maybe after ~3years im getting impatient can you believe its been that long? Its a weird headspace to be in that like... I didnt choose to survive this, ive recovered far more than every professional thought i would. To be me is to scare people or be the life chose they dont want me to, so I'm just a version of me while I wait.
also the paperwork for being alive is insane, still have bills and whatnot that havent been addressed.
/whining
I feel like my adulty-self has been shelved ever sense that day
I am trying to reboot my life, maybe after ~3years im getting impatient can you believe its been that long? Its a weird headspace to be in that like... I didnt choose to survive this, ive recovered far more than every professional thought i would. To be me is to scare people or be the life chose they dont want me to, so I'm just a version of me while I wait.
also the paperwork for being alive is insane, still have bills and whatnot that havent been addressed.
/whining
I feel like my adulty-self has been shelved ever sense that day
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Dude its fine, It's shit that it is this way but it aint your fault. Also huge credit for how you're dealing with this situation and the progress you made after that stroke.
I'm glad you're still alive and drawing at all, the adult stuff can wait until theres a time and place for it.
I'm glad you're still alive and drawing at all, the adult stuff can wait until theres a time and place for it.
It sucks when our loved ones want us to be people we just simply are not and when they cannot hide their uncertainty about new conditions. Holding you back from living isnt going to prevent seizures, its just going to prevent you from enjoying life to your fullest ability. As much as you should recover, you still need to exercise in what ways you can. Im in physical therapy too rn and its been hard to do my exercises at home while in pain, but to have a chance of being pain free I gotta do it.
Sometimes loved ones care can be smothering instead of loving. It can be hard to be yourself while in a vulnerable state and in need of help from those who disapprove of your interests. That disapproval can be so damaging to a relationship, no matter the intent.
Hoping you can go for some walks/hikes or draw what you want in peace soon
Sometimes loved ones care can be smothering instead of loving. It can be hard to be yourself while in a vulnerable state and in need of help from those who disapprove of your interests. That disapproval can be so damaging to a relationship, no matter the intent.
Hoping you can go for some walks/hikes or draw what you want in peace soon
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