Dude... You shouldn't beat yourself up like this. I mean no offense when I say this, and don't take this the wrong way but... you aren't a loser, dude, just cause you don't get the same amount of views as some big name artist on Twitter. I know you might have heard this a lot, but faves and views aren't everything man, and the thing is, if no one cared about you man, I don't think anyone would take the time out of their day to even fave any of your works let alone even give you a watch to begin with.

i get thatthe numbers dont count, but see these amazing works of art and the realization that, im not as good, even when i try.

It's unhealthy to obsess over numbers like that. Enjoying others works and studying their methods is fine though. One of the freelancers I've commissioned multiple times over the last decade told me that they sometimes briefly join an artist's patreon just for access to their PSD or Clip files, or to see a vid of their sketching process/layering et cetera so they can study the artist's "witchcraft" and see if they can learn new methods.

People learn in different ways, and use different programs or traditional media tools. Some people sketch fast, others who are also talented sketch slower. Some struggle with other aspects like shading.

Point being, learn what you can but the best person to compare your work to is yourself, while taking time to see where you want to improve and how you're comfortable doing so.

I know the above might not mean as much given that I'm not an artist, but regardless, don't let social media drag you down, and take care of yourself.

i thought i could be good enough. Ive learned a few things and i may not have a straight hand to draw perfect lines. I dont have a fancy tablet or paid art programs that can make all those other artists artwork look fantastic. I mean sure people like my artwork and say its cute, commission me outve pity and probably throw away my work because an actual artist they commissioned was 500 times better. I can be better and learn but than when i see the numbers, the likes the amount of praise people get on social media. i just want to give up.

i know you want to be "well known" but think about this; these big artists on tiwtter or tumble and other places are bascially prisoners of their audience. if they say or do anything their RETARDED "fans" dont approve of they will be canceled and doxxed and everything else.

pobviously you want more fans to like your art, but always remember there is two sides of every coin!

we all want to be RICH MILLIONAIRES, but we all forget that the life of a millionaire is not a life we want or could handle. remember this, and be happy for "what little" you get.

Its hard man. Maybe thats my problem. Im too anti social to have more people like my work.

oh me too. i dont like people either x)

Oooh. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I don't know if I personally know what you're going through. But I kinda have a habit of bullying myself about my artwork..

I know that I enjoy your artwork. And I think you're pretty good at horror themes in your art. I love the personality in your characters.

I think your a pretty cool artist hun. And I hope that you will be able to find what you need from it. And what you want from it.🖤🪷

FWIW you're way better than me :D And I'm not saying this as someone who can't draw; I always hate getting the "you're better than me!" comment from people who don't try and can't draw anything because they haven't tried.

I'm saying it as someone else who's tried for years and felt the pain ... :) I admire that you keep going and I hope you keep it up. Even a small number of admirers is still admirers :)