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Hello, my dear friends and viewers ♥️
I believe you’ve noticed that I’ve disappeared again lately, and that I haven’t been drawing or posting on my FA at all.
Unfortunately, there are very painful reasons for this…
Not many of my new viewers and followers know that I once was the owner of an incredibly beautiful, loyal, and truly the best horse named Chester ♥️
For 12 years we stood side by side — we went through countless adventures, separations, and bright moments of life together. For nearly 7 years I was the owner of this amazing boy who came into my life.
He was my universe, the meaning of my life, the reason I woke up in the morning and went outside just to hear him happily greet me and call out to me… He gave me only the warmest, happiest emotions; he was my friend and my support.
Every horse owner will say their horse was and is unique, but Chester truly was an extraordinary horse — one in a million in this world. His sensitivity, his loyalty, his love were the brightest and most genuine things in my life. I will never forget how he got jealous when I spent time with other horses, and even sometimes with people. How he cried when his previous owners almost separated us because of the cursed problems in their lives.
This boy burst into my life so brightly and sincerely that my heart understood immediately: we would be together until the end. I still remember how scared I was of him at first — he was so tall, black as the night with a white marking on his forehead, full of strength and fiery because of the new place he had been brought to.
But even then I understood: he was mine — mine for life — and I would wait as long as needed to buy him.
And that’s exactly what happened.
On December 20th, 2018, I officially became his owner. At 18 years old, I confidently bought a horse and fully understood the responsibility. I am endlessly grateful to the world for giving me this boy.
That was when I began pouring all my strength and soul into him. Thanks to my love, he began living his best life — warm, safe, with plenty of food, comfort, and affection.
But unfortunately, in 2022 the war began…
A war that took so many lives, brought so much loss and pain…
This war also took a heavy toll on the health of both people and animals. And we went through so much together during that time…
At the end of 2024, Chester began having health problems.
By the spring of 2025, he was diagnosed with cancer — squamous cell carcinoma, the most aggressive type…
Two surgeries in one year to remove tumors in his groin, severe pneumonia at the beginning of summer when we literally pulled him back from the brink…
Worsening symptoms, declining condition, liver failure, the cancer spreading…
And, sadly, on November 14th, 2025, I had to let him go…
I let my universe pass into a better world — where nothing hurts anymore, where nothing troubles him…
Where he runs freely and joyfully across the fields, full of strength and health, together with the friends he lost at the beginning of the war…
I miss him unbelievably. It’s so hard to go outside knowing that my best boy, my friend, is no longer there…
I lost something I loved with my whole heart…
But I did it only for you, Chester ♥️
I love you endlessly, my sunshine, my dearest and most precious boy.
You were — and always will be — my universe ♥️
You fought so bravely for a whole year against this illness; you wanted to live so badly, and I truly saw that ♥️
We will definitely meet again when my time comes ♥️
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