"- Eve, finally I found you, are you avoiding me?
- N-no Larissa, I just been distracted...nothing more...
- Eve, our mistress said your blood tasted weak and diseased, are you not taking proper car of yourself?
- Is the mistress angry at me? I didn't mean to upset her...
- She is not angry, but she is very worried, she is worried not just with you but with the children you carry,something is off about you and we need to address it.
- As I said before i've been distracted...
- Eve, this cult is based on communication and trust between us, please tell me what is worrying your mind.
- It's just....just...as my pregnancy progresses the more I feel guilty for what happened to my husband...he died painfully without even understanding why, and it's all my fault.
- You can't blame yourself, you had no idea hunters were tracking you.
- It is my fault! it has to be! I brought the mistress blood to my home without telling him about it...all i wanted was to open his mind to the glorious blesssings of the mistress...but I ended dooming him!
- Your judgement is erratic and you sound debilitated, have you been eating properly Eve?
- No...sorry, I don't feel hungry and I can't sleep lately, my mind is consumed by torment...
- I will notify our mistress to not feed on you until your health improves, you are unfit for blood collection both spiritually and physically.
- No! miss Larissa, I need the kiss of the mistress! it's the only thing that is keep me going!
- Eve, our mistress has standards, your blood currently is barely better than drinking raw vinegar! how do you expect to feed her with such subpar substance!?
- I know...I just don't want to be neglected! how can I stand without the love of the mistress??
- let's work on you, first I will prepare a potion of numbness for your emotions, it will also help with your sleep schedule, you will not forget what happened but it will harm you a little less, and we also gonna put you in a special diet, you going to eat more meats and grains until you gain weight.
- will this fix me?
- in time it will, I will take daily blood samples out of you to check its quality, when you regain proper hemogenic standards I will notify the mistress she can feed on you again.
- I hope the mistress can love me again...
- She will when you start loving yourself again, now come with me to the alchemy lab, we have potions to brew.
- Yes miss Larissa."

just a slice of life in a vampire manor owo