And his name is Chammar. Mafia monster is a nickname never used in canon though, just a joke nickname from me lol. Here's a compilation (of mostly traditional art) of him in both forms, though the monster form is only post-death. //The Left human pose is heavily inspired by F&H Termina Samarie's battle pose as I remembered off the top of my head//
He's one of the hardest characters to write honestly, genuinely gotta be in the right state of mind and take regular mental health breaks for it. But I always return to him, masochism? Maybe, but it actually also helps me.
Chammar isn't someone who is respected, but feared. He's filled with anger and hatred from feet to the top of his neck, it used to be fear once. It wasn't his decision to become part of the cartel of Soliray, but if that's what the world says, then he'll rule it if that's the only say he has in it. The only reason he hasn't self-destructed is due to his friend, Tony, keeping his feelings under control... It wasn't out of kindness all the time.
He looks through people often, he doesn't care about most people and that's what you'd prefer. That's a difference between a gunshot and an elaborate, painful death. Though, despite that, he has rare moments when he's kind. The solemn moments he wished he was someone else as he daydreams, when he was still a dog with a collar rather than the vicious wolf. But he knows he's too violent and angry, too ingrained in the mafia trigger finger to be a civilian again. What else to do but keep these animals in check, then?
I'm been itching to write and draw him again, might post a short story here & AO3 with him in between my free time. First to finish it.....
//gonna toss personal art with bigger desc between the sales posts, doubt many reads these but yknow! Someone might enjoy it//
He's one of the hardest characters to write honestly, genuinely gotta be in the right state of mind and take regular mental health breaks for it. But I always return to him, masochism? Maybe, but it actually also helps me.
Chammar isn't someone who is respected, but feared. He's filled with anger and hatred from feet to the top of his neck, it used to be fear once. It wasn't his decision to become part of the cartel of Soliray, but if that's what the world says, then he'll rule it if that's the only say he has in it. The only reason he hasn't self-destructed is due to his friend, Tony, keeping his feelings under control... It wasn't out of kindness all the time.
He looks through people often, he doesn't care about most people and that's what you'd prefer. That's a difference between a gunshot and an elaborate, painful death. Though, despite that, he has rare moments when he's kind. The solemn moments he wished he was someone else as he daydreams, when he was still a dog with a collar rather than the vicious wolf. But he knows he's too violent and angry, too ingrained in the mafia trigger finger to be a civilian again. What else to do but keep these animals in check, then?
I'm been itching to write and draw him again, might post a short story here & AO3 with him in between my free time. First to finish it.....
//gonna toss personal art with bigger desc between the sales posts, doubt many reads these but yknow! Someone might enjoy it//
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