I like to think I'm pretty good at managing emotions. But... Recently... It hasn't been my emotions wandering. I've... been stuck. In a loop. would you care to listen?

I have had my time to live. And now I stare at my grey muzzle and think back. "What have I done? What have I accomplished in my life?" It got me thinking about all I have been through. And the people on that ride with me.

I'm bored... And I have too much time now... And that is a bad mix. Because too much time... It makes you think about a lot. You think about the things you've done, and the things you could have done. You think about the people you've met, and the ones you could have met. The places you have been, and the places you want to go to.

All that pent up emotion can be a bad thing, because not only do you remember the people you met and places you made it to. But it also reminds you of how hard that road had been. It reminds you of where you've been. And now you can reminisce about where you have been, and where you will go. The people you met, and the people you will meet. The friends you made, and the ones you will make. The things you have done, and the things you will do.

And the most important one, how you will shape yourself in your future. Nothing is set in stone till you do it. and you only get one chance. so make the best friends, go meet the best people, go do the best things, and make yourself happy along the way. but always remember the things that made you who you are. Nothing can change who you are. your experiences are unique. And nothing can change that about you. But you can be the best person that anyone may want to be around.

thanks for sitting by my fire and listening to me. It really means a lot. Hope this helped... And remember, you are amazing in your own ways. just hold onto those lingering embers, they always stick around

avali base davali
armor by my good friend scarlette https://scarthefurry.com/