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My Vintage JoCo/Defunct Retail Mascot Themed Breakdown
I’m having a really really rough time right now. Fell out with most of my closest friends who I guess never really liked me. Starting a new job. Going fucking crazy. But I made myself leave my depression nest, go to a cafe and draw until I was sure I was going to start crying in public. This is what came out of me. Been listening to the JoCo albums that I never really listened to during my phase in 2021, not normally a lyrics in my drawings person but the heart wants what it wants and I am barely holding on right now. The lightbulb is the old Kmart mascot. Ughhh I shouldn’t have had caffeinate coffee. It either doesn’t do anything or in my case right now makes me feel like I’m filled with a bunch of angry hornets while still being depressed and exhausted. Uhhh. I guess I have to go to work now wish me luck to not start crying in front of a bunch of random customers and all my coworkers who I just met. Have I mentioned I hate myself. Will clear this description as soon as I start feeling better if that happens.
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life can get crazy rough, hope things improve for you, hang in there!! can sympathize with a group of people who you thought you were friends with shitting all over you. You have to end up finding your own company, Let those emotions out by yourself, or with someone you trust. try hold it in in front of others at work, focus on other stuff int he meantime
obviously i don't wanna take away from the piece too hard by talking about a description that'll be cleared in who knows when, and i'm not in the position to comment on much given we don't know each other quite well, but i'd like to think you're making good steps. friends come and go, good or not. it's baffling when it happens but the memories stay even if the experiences won't build. at least you've got a job to focus your mind on with the coworkers you could be bonding with! doesn't seem like everything negative includes them in the biggest lighting, so call that a positive in the sea of disappointments as of late.
if anything, consider it that you're trucking through well enough to know your limits and barriers
if anything, consider it that you're trucking through well enough to know your limits and barriers
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