where is the country i dreamed of?
whats politically going on right now is crazy. when I was a kid i had so much hope for the future of this country, and the world in general. its strange growing up and realizing how deeply corrupt everything is.
it feels like theres no hope.
why is it so much of a pipe dream to ask for people to live? have free healthcare? access to clean food and water? free education? lunch for children? food and safe places to live for the homeless?
in the day and age where we are all so "educated", aware, and able to learn from any source,, why are so many people so close minded.


the world we live in currently feels so scary to me. i never imagined this being reality. i just wanted to feel hope.
i thought as a child the future would look cleaner, more people focused.
instead we are continuously herded like cattle. whether to work until we die, or die because we want to work.
feels like there's no end in sight.
i just want a perfect peaceful world. why does that feel like its so much to ask for?
why are people so evil,,