I have made a lot mistakes in my life, and looking back a ton of it was from not taking necessary steps in planning or thought before I made a decision. But each setback which occured, I did allow myself to get mad and think "Dude, am I really that dumb? Am I really that bad at doing things? Was walking underneath a ladder really that bad of an idea?" But eventually after a bit - instead of wallowing - I made the most of it and took to heart whatever lesson or moral there was haha. That's helped me learn and grow.

And dude, it takes a lot out of you when you look at the past with so much anguish and regret. I know there are instances in our pasts that were incredibly bad for us and nothing good was remotely salvagble from it. Don't deny yourself that, or lie to yourself that it wasn't a big deal. However, when you stop looking only for the issues, and begin to give more attention to the moments which made you smile or genuinely ecstatic? That's gold man. Hold onto that. All those great times in our lives we had the ability to experience and live through, to be able to remember it as a fond memory because it happened TO YOU. Awesome!!! Sure, some might not be perfect or maybe one we lovingly remember has a dark spot - but why let yourself find ways to invalidate those periods of genuine happiness?

That's the mentality I've been keeping close and holding onto for dear life, and it helps me cope tremendously. It's helped me grow and become a better person. Not only for others, but for myself.

All of you are equipped with the tools needed to build yourself a better life. It may not be the exact one you want, perfection is impossible. But a better one, greater and filled with more joy than the one you have now? Definitely! Keep your head up high, and keep pushing through your goals! Stay strong, because right now the anxieties of life aren't stronger. They're weaklings pretending to be.

I hope you've enjoyed this little update on my life and the future of this page! I have plenty more to say, and I'll leave it for when my blog is complete and there I'll for sure be yapping novels worth of text on each blog update haha! I haven't been this excited for the future, I've got a plan, got the means to see it through, and have been putting in the work to make it all a reality. And to each of you watchers of mine and folk who love my work, thank you thank you thank you! You guys are amazing, and I hope everything each one of you are hoping to achieve in life happens. I look forward to getting new art out, and new characters and even comics are soon to come! I appreciate everyone who so much as glances at my gallery full of dogs lmao. I love dogs! Dogs dogs dogs dogs XD

Not at the moment, but soon, I'm going to be posting on my Instagram and Bluesky as well. I already had been on Bluesky for a bit when I was addicted to BO6, but that stopped haha. I want to make dumb little videos for Insta and post dumb little comments on Bluesky. I have an idea for a video already, based on my recent trip to HHH! Not even 4 days ago my brother, cousin, and her boyfriend did a road trip to Cali to see the FNAF haunted house! Dude, it was so cool!!! (Bonnie is my favorite, sorry Foxy) Plus we went to the Fallout one, and the Fallout restaurant. FNV is my favorite game of all time, so the 2nd season of the Fallout show better be goated or else I will personally cause a nuclear war as consequence. And I almost did anyways at the merchandise store, I didn't realize merch sold out so fast so I wasn't able to buy the cool stuff that I wanted. Frick scalpers bro.

Oh yeah, I'm trying to have my CCNA by the mid/end of December, so hollar at me via a note by then to make sure I actually got it lol.

I hope you all have a wonderful day or night, stay safe!