Vigil has extremely high anxiety and will worry himself into an entire fit just because he's expected somewhere at a specific time. he has pretty low self esteem so he tends to think he'll fuck something up or forget something or show up incredibly late, and he'll be freaking the fuck out right up until he parks outside wherever he's going and realizes.... he's super fucking early! and has to decide whether or not he wants to seem like a "loser" who shows up literally hours early when he's unwanted, or sit in his car like a "loser" until its time. And then what about if he shows up right at 6:00 and they know he's a freak? Is that weird? Should he be waiting an extra minute? Whats more weird? When he was younger he would often self medicate during these times. He is working on no longer doing that