I shouldn't cling to the past...

It has always been a problem for me, but I try to fix it. I just need to breathe, like always...

It was stupid to think it would be something more, but I still wanted to give it a try, that I could achieve what I wanted, it was nothing more than nonsense.

But, I can say that it was fabulous, that I at least wanted to try.
Better than the pain of standing around, doing nothing.