My Nehrim OC - Motiel. She's about thirty btw, although you can't tell from her appearance.

I actually remembered that magic in the world of Vyn is a real scourge, and I thought, why shouldn't it be at the origins? In the Enderal we could observe the Sunborns, whose magical explosion provoked the degradation of the vocal cords and aggression, and outwardly they looked like old people. There were also cases of Red Madness and Blue Disease, which also affected the appearance and mind of the infected to varying degrees. In Nerim magical pollution turns people into flat-faced reptilians and even affects the weather. Motiel faced negative magical manifestations, when she escaped from abbey in her youth, when she still could not come to terms with the loss of her parents and home. Monks managed to find and bring her back, as well as prevent the degradation of her mind and skills, but they could not reverse the aging process of the cells. For an exhausted body, such manipulation would be fatal.

The girl had to put up with the consequences of her escapade for a long time, which could not but affect her isolation. Over time, of course, the shock subsided. Meditations in the monastery helped Motiel to more or less stabilize her psyche and find advantages in what she had, but her attitude to magic always remained unhealthy. At first, aeterna was terribly afraid of everything that was somehow connected with her injury, but after the events in the Song of Darkness mine and meeting the magicians from the Sanctuary, she realized that it was better to be able to control such a powerful force, and began to immerse herself in studying a variety of spells. Soon the elf reached the forbidden school of witchcraft, which aroused the greatest interest. Summoning beings from other realities to herself - the same ones, as she thought, rejected and unattractive, she felt less alone...

BUT THEN SHE MET A SWEET TWINK NAMED KIM WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE MILFHUNTER OMFG