This one is a little special to us here... As some of you know Aster and I are plural here... I don't know what it fully is, we haven't had the time or resources to get a proper diagnosis but we're here, the both of us. Always orbiting around each other like the sun and moon, two sides of the same coin. Really it was hard to accept at first since well, i didn't know what to think of her even way back then.

I don't know what we're considered, but I more than remember how she came to be. A sort of comfort for me when i thought i was all alone, forgotten by the system that was supposed to be watching me on a school trip for hours, often just left alone at home at an age i shouldn't have been from a split house... She's been with me for a long time, but i never really realized the implication of things till recently given we've met a few systems ourselves and i had time to actually understand us here. And honestly? She might as well be a sister to me here as much as she's looked out for me.

I'll always be the same gal I was and still will be! But that's because i have support... From friends, some family and more than anything Aster here. She really does keep me going. So yes, you are probably speaking to me, Mera more often than not! But she's always there with me. I'm the brush and she's the leaves...

Aster:
You know girl, there was probably an easier way of going about things but that's just how you always are here. Splaying out all of your thoughts for folks to just see how you are, even when you sometimes paint too large of a picture for yourself. Sometimes it's hard to keep up with that excitement of yours, but it's just as much infectious in its own rights here. We'll always be together here, so why shouldn't i look out for my sister here as best i can even if i have to keep up appearances for the folks who don't know of me?I've got you to guide me just as much as i've guided you here/

And nothings going to change that for as long as we keep breathing here. Sure, we may not have the largest understanding of our situation as a whole, but it won't stop us from living yet here. Now for those of you who've talked with us and i haven't said anything to? Please take no offence, sometimes it is a bit of a hard subject to bring up here given how odd it can sound.

For those more interested in understanding things here, i'd recommend you visit https://morethanone.info/ for things. It's not a massive info dump on things, but it at least gives a good primer to understand us more here with pointers to extra resources if you wish to look into things further.


We'd like to thank our dear friend  nightwish-kasuri for a wonderful little gift here and just as much helping us understand ourselves better. It probably would have been a lot rougher for us here if we didn't have your support all this time.