surprise motherfuckers (affectionate)

i've been actually learning and doing a lot of new instruments and production stuff since we last saw one another. got a couple more of these in the chamber too, just trying to figure out how to properly release/promote this latest genuine push at trying to make music shit. :3c

i also "made" a lyric video: Here!

- Lyrics

Convince yourself
That makes it easier
It’s not a sin
If no one knows

Just what you are
What you’ve become
Why you hate yourself
Why you won’t

Come home
Evasive lies
Break your own bones
To try to make it right

Ignore yourself ( put away the guilt )
That makes it easier ( it’s really not that bad )
It can’t be wrong ( no, it’s not a sin )
Just to want a taste ( to take a bite )

Look at what you are ( look at what you’ve done )
What you’ve become ( what have you become )
You should HATE yourself ( he should hate you too! )
Why don’t you just

Come home
Evasive lies
Break your own bones
To make it all “alright...”

Make it make sense!
You’d throw it all away
Just for a taste?!
Look at yourself
Act a bitch in heat
We all know what that means
Lie to yourself
Say it’s “never again”
Never again
Promise you won’t
Swear that you won’t
as your break your bones