284-About 17 days ago, I had a birthday.
To the question, "What do you want for your birthday?"
I wanted to answer so much: "I don't want to feel lonely, I want to be a loved person, I want to be a person who is remembered, to be a person who is needed by someone."
But I had to come up with something, I want a new graphic tablet.
Which will not make me smile more sincerely, but only put on another mask. So as not to upset my mother. And hope that maybe another year will go better.
There are about 2 years left until forgiveness.