Here's another year gone.
I didn't plan to write much, but I've accumulated something that I want to say.
This year has been one of the hardest in my life, and it all started around this time a year ago, when my cats started getting sick. I couldn't have done it without you all, and I will always be incredibly grateful to you. I don't know how much longer I can pull off the debt bondage I got into during the period when I was treating the cats. I'll try as long as I can, because my health is not perfect either. And I'm really scared about this, I'm only 28, and I suffer from illnesses worse than my granny, who is 68. I'm afraid to think what will happen to me in another 10 years. I would really like to arrange a better life for my cats, because they don't deserve such a poor owner. I really love them very much, because they are my family, and I'm very sorry that they don't get the best.
I remember everything that I promised and have to draw, and I am extremely uncomfortable that I make many people wait so long. I am really trying to somehow function now, because most of my time is taken up only by constant earnings, since large loan payments are required every week, I constantly need to buy large volumes of good food for the cats, which is also very expensive. Plus, in the last few weeks I have begun to lose a lot of time due to poor health.
Over time, I will definitely draw everything, I just can’t get into the loan payment plan, and now I often have to take two cats to the vet for routine checkups so that there are no relapses of their diseases.
Thank you very much if you read to the end, and for continuing to stay with me.