A personal piece I made as a way to take a break from commissions and the usual fanart I make.
This was also a way to vent some frustrations I've had for a while. I normally don't talk about personal things, I just feel that there's no point to it. However, I'm doing it anyway, no matter if anyone reads this or not.
I am not happy with any of my work. I do not think anything I make is good. No matter how much time I dedicate to my work, no matter how much time I put into polishing my work, and no matter how satisfied I get when I finish a piece, it all just goes down the drain whenever I've noticed better artists that have better results. Most of the people that follow me are LEAGUES ahead of what I can come up with, and I wonder as to how they find my art worth enjoying at all? My art lacks any personality, it's boring, and is not impressive in the slightest. Some of these great artists want to commission me, too? What??? Why do you even want to commission me anyway? If anything, I should be commissioning you!! I just can't wrap my head around it. I'm sorry if I concern anyone who reads this, I just needed to get these feelings off my chest. My work just hasn't been up to par as of late, and I feel that I'm slipping. The ideas I have are all just miss to me, and I find it hard to even enjoy it.
This was also a way to vent some frustrations I've had for a while. I normally don't talk about personal things, I just feel that there's no point to it. However, I'm doing it anyway, no matter if anyone reads this or not.
I am not happy with any of my work. I do not think anything I make is good. No matter how much time I dedicate to my work, no matter how much time I put into polishing my work, and no matter how satisfied I get when I finish a piece, it all just goes down the drain whenever I've noticed better artists that have better results. Most of the people that follow me are LEAGUES ahead of what I can come up with, and I wonder as to how they find my art worth enjoying at all? My art lacks any personality, it's boring, and is not impressive in the slightest. Some of these great artists want to commission me, too? What??? Why do you even want to commission me anyway? If anything, I should be commissioning you!! I just can't wrap my head around it. I'm sorry if I concern anyone who reads this, I just needed to get these feelings off my chest. My work just hasn't been up to par as of late, and I feel that I'm slipping. The ideas I have are all just miss to me, and I find it hard to even enjoy it.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Doodle
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 960 x 960px
File Size 90.3 kB
Dude I feel you. This is what many artist feel from what I can tell. The struggle to get better is real and constant just to feel like you are good enough. Your art does have personality, you're just too close to notice. It is why you get commissioned, because you have a consistent unique style. Plus fanart is something a lot of people can relate to which makes it not boring at all in how you portray it.
Sometimes a artist just need a break or needs to do something personal to revamp their desire.
Sometimes a artist just need a break or needs to do something personal to revamp their desire.
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