The sound feels in tune with your description. Trying to find a footing somewhere but not exactly sure how to maintain a form, a type of fleeting order while dancing with chaos or rather something sounds "right" but feels "off" at the same time. (this isn't a critique or anything, this was what popped in my head)

tysm,,, i spent a lot of time messing with the pedals for the guitar synth to try and give it that odd twinge, i wish i could do the kind of stuff you can do with a real guitar setup through, Kaiba's screamgaze guitar details go hard.