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So, Something a lil' different than usual.
It has been some years that I'm creating that kind of stuff around, some years that I'm hoping this would have lead to more in my life but the results have been quite.. disappointing.
I Don't have many ways of expressing myself and I have a hard time connecting with people, especially with a niche interest such as this. I was hoping to find people to relate to in this community and have more than just online chat, to have some real, in-life connections.
Of course I've talked with lots of kind and nice people over here. But I've also met some of the worst mythomaniac, toxic kind of person, which sometimes leaves me quite disgusted with this Community. And it's hard to pass through this.
It's that constant feeling of being left behind, watching people bond, experience and form a community, while you're just a third wheel.
Meeting someone you vibe with requires so many factors that I'm honestly baffled it could ever happen, but yet I see it happening around me. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them, but I'm just as sad that I can't share those experiences.
Despite 7 years or so of trying, I'm always back to the starting point, stuck in that perpetual state of stagnation. I used to think efforts and patience would pay off in the long-run. Now I don't know anymore.
Okay, not used to vent online, not sure if I'll let this post for long -it will depend of my evolution I guess- but it does reflect a state of mind that has been constant over the last few years...
voilàà, des bisous :0
It has been some years that I'm creating that kind of stuff around, some years that I'm hoping this would have lead to more in my life but the results have been quite.. disappointing.
I Don't have many ways of expressing myself and I have a hard time connecting with people, especially with a niche interest such as this. I was hoping to find people to relate to in this community and have more than just online chat, to have some real, in-life connections.
Of course I've talked with lots of kind and nice people over here. But I've also met some of the worst mythomaniac, toxic kind of person, which sometimes leaves me quite disgusted with this Community. And it's hard to pass through this.
It's that constant feeling of being left behind, watching people bond, experience and form a community, while you're just a third wheel.
Meeting someone you vibe with requires so many factors that I'm honestly baffled it could ever happen, but yet I see it happening around me. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them, but I'm just as sad that I can't share those experiences.
Despite 7 years or so of trying, I'm always back to the starting point, stuck in that perpetual state of stagnation. I used to think efforts and patience would pay off in the long-run. Now I don't know anymore.
Okay, not used to vent online, not sure if I'll let this post for long -it will depend of my evolution I guess- but it does reflect a state of mind that has been constant over the last few years...
voilàà, des bisous :0
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First of all, thank you for sharing this with us and for having the courage to do so on this kind of site. I identify a little with what you're saying, and it proves that you're not alone. I imagine how complicated it must be, but you mustn't lose hope. I think things are well done, and with a little perspective, you'll find what you're looking for. Life isn't just about that, I promise you, even if many things around you may make you believe otherwise. Don't hesitate to talk about it and don't be alone in these moments!
Je te souhaite bonne chance ;3
Je te souhaite bonne chance ;3
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