I apologize to all my watchers and commissioners, I was a little late in completing my commissions and I'm not posting anything. There are and always have been reasons. I shouldn't allow myself to write about my condition, but I decided that it would be a good step to step over myself, as well as to say "I'm sorry" to all of you. Maybe someone noticed, but I do often disappear from your feed for a while, but I never leave at all. It would be too loud to say that I have depression (I have no right), but I really feel unwell and sometimes it gets too unwell. My life is not going smoothly, I have problems with myself and the environment, of course, everyone has them, I'm not special.
And nothing gives me the right to delay the commission. I beat myself up and punished myself enough, believe me, I don't Draw for myself or have fun to the fullest, I feel bad, pathetic, terrible and worthless.
Once again, I'm sorry for the delay, your patience is valuable to me. You have the right to be angry at me, I'm not asking anyone to feel sorry for me. I just want to make sure that I apologized to everyone for the delay in the art
I'm working, just slowly. I don't forget about any commissions. Thank you for your understanding.