I need to be reminded constantly to shut the heck up and act happy. To not show my emotions or be honest about my own feelings because it is not what others want to see. I really do not want to lie or wear a mask for people, but I feel like I will have to start doing that just to be less of bother. I am always as honest as can be, but my resolve has been fading. I just hope that I delete my gallery before trying to lie my way into being with friends with people who I know do not care about me.
I do not want to lie. So I think I am going to start holing up again. Trying to have friends is something I can live without. There are more important thing that I need to focus on. Just be quiet and act like an adult. I am a mug that has been shattered inside of its secure package of styrofoam and bubble wrap, so if you shake me a little you can tell that I am broken. I am not even damaged goods. I am just damaged; trash; worthless.
I do not want to lie. So I think I am going to start holing up again. Trying to have friends is something I can live without. There are more important thing that I need to focus on. Just be quiet and act like an adult. I am a mug that has been shattered inside of its secure package of styrofoam and bubble wrap, so if you shake me a little you can tell that I am broken. I am not even damaged goods. I am just damaged; trash; worthless.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Pokemon
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Jesus- :c If someone isn't in the right mood to handle another person's emotions that's one thing but making it out to be like it's wrong for them to express feelings, ever..I hate people like that, everyone's got emotions, everyone has to express them, not everyone can listen but they're just a dick if that's how they let someone know they can't do it. You're not trash just because someone treats you like you are, I dunno if it'll seem like much coming from me when we've never actually talked but- to me you seem like one of the many unfortunate, very sweet and wonderful people that have just been hurt by things and end up driving people away because the damage shows more than the whole. I've kept a lot of people like that close to me since most of them struggle with everyone that doesn't recognize that.
Be yourself! Screw others. As a russian, i can't see people suffering because they wanna say the truth, show their real emotions etc. In Russia people are like that. If you ask them how they're doing, they won't say european/american "everything is allright", they will REALLY tell you important events and recent news of their lives. They won't hide tragedies and drama, they will tell things as is. I can't recommend you relocate in Russia, but i can recommend you be yourself, and don't think about other's feelings. Don't let them control you, if they don't want to hear what you're saying- they're free to LEAVE, not SHUT YOUR MOUTH!
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