"Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere"
So...this is pretty abnormal for me to make (actually the first comic I've ever made hehe) but this is something that had been gnawing at my brain for the past week
A week ago, cops showed up at my door. They were responding to a violent call and some how mixed up the address they were called to go to...with mine. How they managed to confuse 109 with 142 (same street, very different apartment complex), well your guess is as good as mine.
I'm hard of hearing, I had been vacuuming the floors while my partner was at work with headphones in, I couldn't hear a single thing.
It took them knocking on my door three separate times before I knew they were there - and even then I only knew because my cat came running into the room I was in scared and trying to hide.
While good cops do exist as a general rule I've never trusted the police, I was fucking terrified even though I assume I hid it well.
I was the one who had to correct them meanwhile I was being stared down by three men much larger than me, one of which was staring at my back from my back window, and who knows how many backup across the parking lot in clear view.
I got lucky, but the odds I could've become another statistic that day are not lost on me.
I know there are people out there that might think my anxiety is overblown, that it was "Just a Mistake" but I don't fucking care because I'm not okay and I don't feel safe in my own home.
Regardless, I'm trying to move on 'cause I have to...I just felt the need to make this as a way to vent and maybe finally get this out of my head for a while and hopefully, maybe, spreading awareness at the same time idk
Links to all of the Articles/Videos shown in the screenshots:
(read/watch at your own risk)
• South Fulton Police show up to wrong house, hold woman at gunpoint, traumatizing family
• I ‘Stood My Ground’ — but It Was the Police Raiding My House
• Video shows Woodridge police detaining wrong person: 'I f---ed this up'
• Police raided the wrong house, now a family wants the Supreme Court to let them sue
• Over 24 Cops Raided the Wrong Address and Wrecked an Elderly Man's Home. They All Got Qualified Immunity.
• Denver police raided the wrong house after officers relied on a phone tracking app. Now a grandmother will get $3.76 million
• 'It's the wrong house': Audio of Ohio police raid that left a baby injured raises new questions
• Texas police shoot dog after autocorrect sends them to wrong address
• Man shot by police after search warrant at wrong home
• Mississippi officers justified in deadly shooting after police went to wrong house, jury rules
• Police fatally shot her husband after they went to the wrong house — then detained her for hours
• Software: Clip Studio Paint
• Hardware: XP-PEN Artist 15.6 Pro Pen display tablet
So...this is pretty abnormal for me to make (actually the first comic I've ever made hehe) but this is something that had been gnawing at my brain for the past week
A week ago, cops showed up at my door. They were responding to a violent call and some how mixed up the address they were called to go to...with mine. How they managed to confuse 109 with 142 (same street, very different apartment complex), well your guess is as good as mine.
I'm hard of hearing, I had been vacuuming the floors while my partner was at work with headphones in, I couldn't hear a single thing.
It took them knocking on my door three separate times before I knew they were there - and even then I only knew because my cat came running into the room I was in scared and trying to hide.
While good cops do exist as a general rule I've never trusted the police, I was fucking terrified even though I assume I hid it well.
I was the one who had to correct them meanwhile I was being stared down by three men much larger than me, one of which was staring at my back from my back window, and who knows how many backup across the parking lot in clear view.
I got lucky, but the odds I could've become another statistic that day are not lost on me.
I know there are people out there that might think my anxiety is overblown, that it was "Just a Mistake" but I don't fucking care because I'm not okay and I don't feel safe in my own home.
Regardless, I'm trying to move on 'cause I have to...I just felt the need to make this as a way to vent and maybe finally get this out of my head for a while and hopefully, maybe, spreading awareness at the same time idk
Links to all of the Articles/Videos shown in the screenshots:
(read/watch at your own risk)
• South Fulton Police show up to wrong house, hold woman at gunpoint, traumatizing family
• I ‘Stood My Ground’ — but It Was the Police Raiding My House
• Video shows Woodridge police detaining wrong person: 'I f---ed this up'
• Police raided the wrong house, now a family wants the Supreme Court to let them sue
• Over 24 Cops Raided the Wrong Address and Wrecked an Elderly Man's Home. They All Got Qualified Immunity.
• Denver police raided the wrong house after officers relied on a phone tracking app. Now a grandmother will get $3.76 million
• 'It's the wrong house': Audio of Ohio police raid that left a baby injured raises new questions
• Texas police shoot dog after autocorrect sends them to wrong address
• Man shot by police after search warrant at wrong home
• Mississippi officers justified in deadly shooting after police went to wrong house, jury rules
• Police fatally shot her husband after they went to the wrong house — then detained her for hours
• Software: Clip Studio Paint
• Hardware: XP-PEN Artist 15.6 Pro Pen display tablet
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It's a very reasonable fear. I skimmed through all the articles you linked and there's some pretty terrible stuff. I don't personally believe most officers are bad but there are some pretty terrible ones and the system is built to give them practically full protection except in the worst of the worst cases.
If it makes you feel any better, there's something like 50,000+ raids (raids, not necessarily even calls for DV which are the most typical times they're showing up to a home) a year and these types of incidents only make up a tiny tiny percentage of them. That doesn't mean the fear is invalid (flying is pretty safe but I still get anxious on planes at times) but the odds of this occurring are incredibly rare.
If it makes you feel any better, there's something like 50,000+ raids (raids, not necessarily even calls for DV which are the most typical times they're showing up to a home) a year and these types of incidents only make up a tiny tiny percentage of them. That doesn't mean the fear is invalid (flying is pretty safe but I still get anxious on planes at times) but the odds of this occurring are incredibly rare.
Honestly having someone I don't personally know say the fear is reasonable makes me feel alot better about all this ngl 💜
and yeah logically, I know that the likely hood of these cases happening are very low and that the worst of people are always the loudest...I've just had one too many bad experiences towards myself and people I care about that's led to me being immediately on edge with anything involving direct interaction with Police. Not to mention, sadly the odds are mildly stacked against me especially now in the current administration (I live in the deep south bible belt for context, and I'm quite a few things not everyone around here agrees with)
Plus not all of my neighbors are exactly upstanding citizens themselves even if they're cool people that I wish only the best.
This is just one of those things that'll gnaw at my anxiety for a while, but I'll learn to move past anyways y'know?
and yeah logically, I know that the likely hood of these cases happening are very low and that the worst of people are always the loudest...I've just had one too many bad experiences towards myself and people I care about that's led to me being immediately on edge with anything involving direct interaction with Police. Not to mention, sadly the odds are mildly stacked against me especially now in the current administration (I live in the deep south bible belt for context, and I'm quite a few things not everyone around here agrees with)
Plus not all of my neighbors are exactly upstanding citizens themselves even if they're cool people that I wish only the best.
This is just one of those things that'll gnaw at my anxiety for a while, but I'll learn to move past anyways y'know?
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