This is how I've felt for past few years.

I had to start to live alone, to walk into the adulthood.

Here I will tell about the details of the artwork and what they resemble:



A LOT OF PILLS

The pills are for both mental and physical health, as I used to be ill a lot.

MOBILE PHONE

It shows 0:49, while my alarm is set to 4:40 AM. It shows how I used to live. Lack of sleep + insomnia.

TABLET

The tablet is faced to the back of the character. It resembles my death as an artist.

CHAINS

I felt like I was chained to the bed. I was so exhausted that could not do anything, just laying down and slowly dying.

FACE EXPRESSION

Exhausted expression. Tear trails, not shiny eye, dry lips - all that shows my lost of the spark, lost of will to live.