Inspired by a very weary mind, a friend's lovely picture that brought me to nostalgia and a beautiful song.

TonyJay feat. Robeeo Can't Let Go (Radio Version)

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Do you see visions of home, of a life you remember and almost have forgotten in your dreams? Does it wake you in the cold with a gasp and a rush of hope and dread, fear, joy and a terrible loss as it slips away from you? You close your eyes and pray to anything, everything to bring it back. But the only voice that answers is the listless bitter whispers in you mind of your own self loathing. When you lay back and wonder the soft hush of your breath lulls your weary mind to dream... to dream again of that which is gone. You close your eyes and open your heart again, reaching out and screaming silently at the top of your lungs until your throat aches with unshed tears. Give it BACK. Give It BACK! Bring me BACK to that place my home where I left my heart bleeding on the Floor! PLEASE!!

But your cries will go unheard until you open your mouth to shed tears from your lips.
You cannot reach out until you open your arms with the beat of a heart fighting to live.
And you cannot return there until you have forgiven yourself for the wound you gave to yourself.

Let go of the wound, let it bleed out. Spill out upon the floor and cleanse your body and soul of the rot.
Bleed out and die my love.
Close your eyes in peaceful death as you fall to the earth to crumble to dust and return to that from whence you came.

I see your arms curl around your body in a comforting embrace. I watch helplessly as tears pour from your unseeing gaze.
But love, my love, can you know in your final moments that you are smiling? You are smiling for you, for me, for all the world to see?

Find peace my love, you have found your peace. Now close your blinded gaze and open your eyes for me.

Live on for me my love, live on.