dunno if ill finish this. dunno if i can.

i see so much good art everywhere and i try to emulate the quality with my own style... which escapes me...

perhaps it will always escape me as it changes the more i immerse myself in art. games, galleries, heroes, inspiration, people who have so much more time with their art and i'm only 16! i want to meet them as an artist, i want to reach them with my art and show them i appreciate what they do and i'm not satisfied following in their footsteps...

here i am wanting to walk side by side with people who have done so much work than i have... i definitely don't deserve to be held in the same esteem... but i want to honor them somehow... i want to inspire in the same way i have been inspired.