I actually relate a lot to this specifically. The artistic process is super difficult for me despite wanting to actually draw. But everything about it can be super mentally and physically draining so ive not drawn anything for some time. It's much easier said than done, but comparison is the theft of joy and we should do everything we can to not compare ourselves to people we dont actually know and the same goes for the people that we do know

Just something I have to learn how to liberate myself from I guess, a lot of people say don't compare yourself but nobody really tells you how.