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I'm a pony now. Ponies are cool. 20% Cooler.
Well, Brony I guess. Anyhow, I needed an icon for Equestria Daily. Some of the art tutorials over there are jawdropping. Completely outclassed. Also, need to learn Illustrator and my tablet. This was way more work than it needed to be "the traditional way"
Well, Brony I guess. Anyhow, I needed an icon for Equestria Daily. Some of the art tutorials over there are jawdropping. Completely outclassed. Also, need to learn Illustrator and my tablet. This was way more work than it needed to be "the traditional way"
Category Icons / Miscellaneous
Species Horse
Size 626 x 613px
File Size 181.8 kB
No. Sorry.
It just feels like jail, have to be back at certain times because there isn't care support, can't go out without a lot of planning, a bunch of things and a schedule that isn't in my control.
I've thought about walking away from it all, but it would leave a huge mess, be bad for Mum, and generally feels irresponsible, so I can't do it. But, it is killing me, killed Bombay, and I'd really rather be someone else, somewhere else, and I think of days as being a spin on the Torture Wheel. Alzheimer's, such a blessing.
There's a philosophical point I was reading which was called the Black Iron Prision, where you are basically trapped in something of your design, by reasons of your own personality. I can't figure out how to fix the situation, change the situation, end the situation, or alter my attitude so I enjoy the situation. So I've been thinking of it as being in jail, and one day it will end and I'll have an opportunity to have a life where I'm not chained in a pit with my sister, attempting a task that is a guaranteed fail.
It just feels like jail, have to be back at certain times because there isn't care support, can't go out without a lot of planning, a bunch of things and a schedule that isn't in my control.
I've thought about walking away from it all, but it would leave a huge mess, be bad for Mum, and generally feels irresponsible, so I can't do it. But, it is killing me, killed Bombay, and I'd really rather be someone else, somewhere else, and I think of days as being a spin on the Torture Wheel. Alzheimer's, such a blessing.
There's a philosophical point I was reading which was called the Black Iron Prision, where you are basically trapped in something of your design, by reasons of your own personality. I can't figure out how to fix the situation, change the situation, end the situation, or alter my attitude so I enjoy the situation. So I've been thinking of it as being in jail, and one day it will end and I'll have an opportunity to have a life where I'm not chained in a pit with my sister, attempting a task that is a guaranteed fail.
Hey thanks.
I like Rainbow Dash a lot, obviously, so my personal version. I've been having a lot of fun on EqD. I know the ponies that wrote Stargate: Equestria and Substitute Harmony, and I've been looking at some other fanfics from there.
My Art computer is broken again, it's getting pretty reliable at that. I haven't lost any data but I don't think it can be brought back from the dead. Especially as it completely broke after a full system rebuild after I wiped the HDs. It's making scanning anything I do a bit difficult.
I like Rainbow Dash a lot, obviously, so my personal version. I've been having a lot of fun on EqD. I know the ponies that wrote Stargate: Equestria and Substitute Harmony, and I've been looking at some other fanfics from there.
My Art computer is broken again, it's getting pretty reliable at that. I haven't lost any data but I don't think it can be brought back from the dead. Especially as it completely broke after a full system rebuild after I wiped the HDs. It's making scanning anything I do a bit difficult.
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