it's nice to know i'm not :')

beautiful picture
truely heart felt words
this is real art and is amazing

thank you so much
that means a lot to me :)

Omg sarah. Dx You -aren't- alone. I love you. and I mean that. I want to be around for you more, and I try to, but It's so hard for me to make plans far enough ahead to suit your parents. I'm going to kick Garret square in the jaw if I ever fucking see him again.

Everyone gets used and hurt, so you aren't alone in that aspect either. Let Alex give you confidence like my Josh always had done. He's good for that, and so are all the friends you DO have.

It's okay to be shy. It's okay to be an introvert. But you're beautiful and you have no reason to hide it.

http://vi.sualize.us/view/05ef1f19b.....5a7ff384e6ad4/

awwww ;//////; waaahh i love you so much. i wish we could hang out more too.
heh, Alex wants to do that too. but, knowing Garrett, he'll probably deny the whole thing and accuse me of seducing him and making him do it. :'(

i'm so happy to know i'm not alone. Alex does give me confidence. even if he's not actually here with me, i know his words aren't lies (like Garretts were). i feel a special connection with him that i haven't felt with any other guy..it's weird, but i love it :)
you give me confidence too <3 i love you for it <3

;/////; you make me feel so loved and special. so few people have ever done that..

I know Garretts group. Jack, Micheal and Toni. They have ALL cheated and used others. It's disgusting. If you say he did what he did, others will believe it, and that's what matters.

No I really understand. Don't let go of him unless you feel you need to. I let go of Josh and I still regret it, because he can't give me the confidence that he used to.

I really want to help you, because I completely understand how you feel. I do everything I can.. or try to, but I know it's not enough. Even I'm searching for the same thing- the kind of unconditional love that only a best friend could have, but it's hard for me, after all I've gone through.

You need that, everyone needs that.

just.. yeah. D:

yeah, it's amazing how i couldn't see his true self under all his lies and shit T_T

i'm never letting him go. we're even talking about getting married ^/////^
awww, does Kaleb give you confidence?

you do help. every little ounce of confidence you and Alex give me helps me more than you guys will ever know. i want to help you as much i can. i'm gonna be the friend that will never leave you. sorry, but you're stuck with me ;)

<333

Oh my.. That's so cute. :D

Kaleb.. helps.. but it's not the same. In fact, I just told Josh about your situation and he said "So that means she'll turn out great too? :3" Kaleb would tell me to try harder to be around you. But that's not up to me.

Lol I don't mind being stuck with you onneee bit. <3

you need to come to our wedding! Alex really wants to meet you anyway ^^ he said you sound epic

Josh said that D: that's so sweet of him :)
yeah, Kaleb looks like the type of person to do that. no offense to him ^^;

yay!! <33 you're stuck with me forever <3

I would love to! as long as it's.. here. in america. where I can afford to go. o^o

oh god plz don't get married before me. xD

Kaleb doesn't mean anything bad by it. It's just that he doesn't really.. get it.

<3

yay! i'll buy the ticket for you (if it's in England) xD

lol do you not want me to get married before you? xD

yeah, that's understandable..

<3 No, I don't. Because. xD

ehehe awwww xD
<3

Also I'm not sure if I showed you this, but something Josh did made me think of the site. http://www.lovingfromadistance.com/

It's got cute stuff. xD He just took over my computer and harassed my friends.

awwwww, that was so cute!!
why did he harass your friends? xD

I also have a copy of the ebook '1000 questions for couples'. c: I can bring a flashdrive and let you copy it over sometime. I think you guys would love it.. except it does get really personal. P: Kaleb didn't seem interested, even though I spent an hour converting it to a format that would work on my Nook.

that sounds great! we should do that ^^
D: he didn't appreciate it? D: that's rude..in a way..

*hugs* I'm sorry you've been victim of such awful things. I pray that you're loved as more than you ever know what to do with, and that you heal someday. God bless you, I'll put you in my prayers.

*hugs* yeah, it sucked, i had a hard time getting through it :(
but i'm happy to say i'm better than i was :)
thank you for being so kind <3 i appreciate it

I'm glad you're getting better. My loved ones have been victims of similar things, and they've healed pretty well, so there's always hope.

I honestly believe I was put on this earth to protect and love good, innocent people. So it's really no trouble... It's just my nature.

<3 feel good!

thank you so much, that means a lot to me <3

YW! <3

My dear, this has touched me deeply. I relate in many ways. I'm sorry you had to endure such hard times...You're such a sweet person, I can tell even though I don't know you that well.

Wonderful piece.

awww, thank you so much, that means a lot to me, really. :')
you're very sweet <3

grrrrrrr this gots me all riled up I don't know why I didn't look at it sooner, if there's honestly one thing I hate its guys abusing girls *gets all infuriated and stomps around* if I ever were to meet you just direct me to that asshole and ill give him a texas beat down for you! <3

ahaha so many people have said that to me ^^ a lot of people want to hurt him for what he did to me

Oh come, little one *hugs*
Too bad I don't really know you, but . . I guess that there is never a reason to really hate yourself. And honestly, I think you're pretty awesome . . . not so many people can say or write what they really feel, no matter what it is.
And as for the picture . .. pretty impressive :)

awwww, thank you. you're awesome yourself ^^
thank you :) i'm very proud of the picture

Very touching... and you aren't alone, as everyone else has said. :3 You should draw a positive one, too -- they're a good way to wrap up the thought and leave you with a positive mind set.
These are so awesome. I should do one, sometime, when I get a chance.

Gorgeous character, by the way. I love snow leopards -- I almost made my character one. x3

awwww, i'm so glad i'm not alone <3
thank you for the advice on the positive "shout it out" i think i may just do that :)

thank you so much :) i think your character is pretty awesome :)

I'm sure it'll be lovely. :D

No problem, and thanks to you as well. x3

Awwww, thank you so much. You're very sweet :)

Ha, no problem. :3

yes, it helped a lot getting all of this out
i won't get too worked on it ^^

Aww I know the feeling, I've never been molested or anything but I'm very insecure, and I'm so scared to lose the love of my life. We've only been together for 6 months but I've gotten so attached to him. I used to cut to but not to the point of needing it everyday. I always have doubts and I cry a lot sometimes. Sometimes the tears arent even needed but I worry about things to much. So I know how you feel and I'm so sorry you feel that way. Note me if you ever need someone to talk to.

o..oh wow, you've been through a lot *hugs you*
b..being molested sucks..my ex did it..and then he harassed me..
my boyfriend and i have been together for 14 months yesterday..he's helped me through so much (even though he lives in the UK) and my friends have helped me too
i don't cut as much anymore, but i always get the urge too..
you're so sweet ;////;
you note me if you ever need someone to talk to too <3

-hugs back- No worries I'm a strong girl, and I have people helping me as well, though sometimes it still feels like Im all alone. You're so sweet -smiles softly- You shouldnt cut at all anymore because its not a good habit, try something different, take a piece of wood and break it with a hammer or go train at a gym. It should take your mind off things when they get bad.

i wish i was strong..
*smiles back* i don't cut, i found that venting through drawings helps. like this one did

You are strong you just dont know it. By showing tears or emotions of any kind its not a weakness by far.

awwwwww ;//////; <3
well, i just wish i could stand up for myself then

You'll get to a point where you can do that, I know I was just like you a few years ago but things happened and I found out to survive I HAD to change and stand up for myself or I'd get kicked around day in and day out.

i hope so..
it's been like this since i could remember..and i always feel bad because people have had to stand up for me since i can't do a thing..
i always try to stay away from drama, fights, etc..because i just hate violence

Well I'm kinda if-y on violence if theres a good reason for it I'll jump in, if not I'll leave it be.

i never jump in :/
unless it's one of my friends..then i'll do it and at least..try to help..but it never really works
id do anything for my friends

I had this saying with a few of my friends "Stand up for what you believe in, even if you are standing alone" Try to put it to use some day ^__^

That's an amazing saying
I'll def be using it ^^

I'm glad ^__^ Use as you please. Well Im tired, Ill probably note you later.

Alright <3
I'll talk to you later ^^

what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I truly believe in that. I went through a lot of the same crap, but I never let them get me down. Because who are THEY to tell YOU how to live your life? who you are? They don't know that. The only reason they pull that shit is because they are jealous and want to drag you down to their level. Don't be felled by them. Just walk on by with your head held high and leave the dirt-crawling to the worms.

~from a lion that was a lamb.

Wow, t..thank you so much! I'll always keep that in mind ;/////;
That was really good ^///^

you should. I may not be very old, but I have been around the block a few times ;)

That's always good..it gives you experience ^^

This piece is amazingly well done. You aren't alone. I have been there.

It's nice to know I'm not :')
Thank you for your comment, I appreciate it ^^

welcome! :)

I know im 2 months late on this Dx

Try taking a morbid interest in the human body. That way, if anyone does anything negative to you, you can use that as them wishing to volunteer for a disection of a living body

that's okay ^^

haha that sounds like a plan

And you can tell the authorities it's for scientific reasons, too 8D

8D
genius

I am also a victim of all of that.. :c It's such a sad cruel world.. But we stand united.

Oh dear, I'm sorry you had to be one of those victims too :'(