there are a lot of things I would like to say, there are a lot of things I would like to do, there are a lot of interactions I would like to have with my friends, but I don't dare say it, because that I am extremely shy and i feels some fear...

I know that people look at me, I know that some people love me a lot, and that they expect a lot from me...
but I can't see my own limits, I made a lot of promises that I never knew how to keep because I made too many promises...

I am sincere, always sincere, but I can't be always sincere with myself... too much negative thinking, hard life, not everything are perfect and there always figths between humans...
But something still sure... I love everyone... For some reasons i can't explain...

now I'm trying to improve even if it takes me time, I didn't know how to progress, it was becoming horrible, and then this morning when I opened my eyes everything had become... digital?
in any case, it seems that everything changes over time

and now... Well...
I'm going to look at how huge the world is a little longer before returning to you, if you don't mind of course💜