You managed to be in a relationship with your giant ant boyfriend, but you feel like he's catching onto you with his self indulgence.

This is a sort-of twist of the usual stories that I wanted to experiment with, acting as a personal diary as it dives into the person's hidden desires and worries when it comes to a private place, especially when they're very self-conscious. It's a cute story to experiment with and I definitely want to try other ways to make a story in different perspectives.

Also, the story was inspired by this art by JL55515, being the bug to an ant while being cared for, despite him being not too bright.

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November 5th, 2085.
Dear Diary,
It's been a good...2 years? Feels like it's been longer with your boyfriend. To think that you'd have a /giant ant/ of all things as a boyfriend. Maybe keeping the ants pleased and safe helped my in the long run, but this is still outrageous for my standards.
You'd think that despite your town having been stepped on so many times by giants (albeit usually having the damages reverted by a Macro-Crushed Support Group) and dealing with them, having a friendly giant was not on my bingo card.

It's odd with him though. Ozzy. He was something. Ozzy felt way too chill for a macro.
- Had a car between his toes: a simple shrug before plucking it out
- stepping on a house: a small "whoops."
- his butt and abdomen for all to see like he was making an OnlyFans post for everyone to see: simply didn't care.
All of this was still calming though as his laid-back personality was for all to see, showing that macro's can be nice.
At least.

But I think he started to catch on with what I see with him. I always keep an eye on his feet and I think he's finding out.
One day, he had his feet near my house during the winter time, just so the heat would at least radiate from them since the heater was broken.
Then, I woke up and saw myself on his sole. HE HAD HIS SOCKS ON TOO.
He said I was falling asleep while I was finishing up college assignments and put me there to rest.
Heck, the home that I'm living in had one of his footprints, which is still there to this day. Thought it would help
get the other macros away like it's "his territory." To be fair he saw stuff like Godzilla, which makes sense...

I see Ozzy on his phone constantly and he started to smirk while he scrolling through it, which is something I never thought to see in my entire relationship from him.
I feel like he is seeing my posts, about me liking feet and stuff and that I'm afraid to speak up to him.

Maybe I'm going into this a bit too much, honestly. It's clear he has a few huge friends and learned a lot from them, but it seems odd that he's making me a VIP for his feet, having special treatment.
Maybe it's his own special way to take care of me.
After having stepped on a lot of things on accident, he probably wants to use those feet to make me happy. Cared for. Rested on.
To show that he loves me, no matter how small I am, in his own unique way.

Augh, all of think thinking is making my brain fluster too. Maybe I should open up to him at some point, before he opens up his mouth and tries to breathe on me to get me warm.
Don't wanna get me started on what he uses instead of his feet.

If I see you again (if I'm not under someone's sole for 5 weeks),
[Your Name Here.]

Epilogue:
Macro-Board Social Feed
Posted on November 5th, 2024
Ozzy (@notsotinyn0w):

Ozzy: hey i got a hold of my boyfriend's diary. didnt think he liked my feet. ill probably need to breathe on him more instead if that helps with getting him warmer

Ozzy: if anyone's asking me to hang out, i cant, he's on my sole right now, sleeping