Yesterday, November 19 I talked to the person who I loved during these last 3 years
Unfortunely, my boyfriend told me the truth.... he doesn't exists and was all along another friend who I know that lied me very cruely...

I-I can't express how bad I'm feeling rn, I spent all my time on him, I got uncountable commissions/gifts featuring Bell for just realise that was a waste of time and love... TnT
my heart is broken, I lost the motivation to continue doing art, I was planning to do something very special for this christsmas but idk if do it after this....

So.. what's going to happen now?

• Well first of all, I'm not going to purge all the art featuring the character Bell Smith, I know is based on the fursona of my "BF" but I forget to say that there are 2 Bell (the first one is Bell Roger, used prior Jun 2024 is basically Scorbunny version of my BF sona, the second one is Bell Angel, used post Jun 2024 an female Scorbunny and the guardian angel of Marshy during the absent of Bell)
• Second, I probably gonna take a break of art, I don't feel motivated for now to do new stuff... I just gonna finish sketches and pending lineart
• Third, I gonna release all the unreleased stuff, including unfinished sketches, old commissions, art trades etc...

well, hope everyone can understand my situation, I don't want to suffer again, see you around
Merry christmas and happy new year....
-Marshy Biscuit Island, 20 November 2024

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