Pollifem is still conscious and lifts my spirits. Sometimes when I go to bed in another broken state, he comes to my senses again and somehow, either by aura or associations, lifts my spirits and brings me to my senses. It seems as if he is sitting somewhere nearby and playing a calm melody on the guitar. It also happens that I have not yet fallen asleep, but I feel like I am falling asleep and cannot even move, and some melody sounds in my head, and one that I have never heard before. It sounds harmonious, rhythmic, dynamic, calming and inspiring. In the morning I do not remember it, but I remember that when I heard it I enjoyed it.