I thought back to this again and again, and I realized something: I still have my life ahead of me. I may be feeling less than ideal, but I know I will get better. I won't let what I have done define me. I will live with that my whole life. That's what a mistake does; it stays with you. But everyone, thank you for always being there. I know I have been a pretty horrible person who is just so angry, but I'm slowly getting better at just not being self-absorbed and taking people into consideration. Thank you guys for still staying beside me and being my friends.