(A bit of venting/emotional art, so please bear with me.)

My emotions and my heart have been a bit of mess the last few weeks. I've thought about and missed friends I'm close to, wishing there were some way to either see them or keep in touch with them. I've at times made mistakes with close friends and it's often left me feeling like a huge disappointment to them. I see so many of my friends and those I follow now either finding new love, or ready to take the next step to be with their special someone. All the while, I keep waiting and sometimes wondering if and when I'll find that special someone.

I don't know, I'm just lately longing for company, to know that I matter to others outside of my family, but lately wonder if I'm even deserving of company, let alone someone special, despite always trying to have my heart in the right place.

I guess maybe I'm just a fox suffering from lovesickness of some kind. If you can call it that.

Steve & art
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