Amen to that=3 Don't take me from my happy place either=3

I know. I don't know what up with people sometimes.

Me ether, most times I don't bother with people, but furries are (sometimes)different=3

I pretty much have my guard up at all times with regular people. Some months ago, I put up my guard with most furries and only left myself open to a chosen 20. Someone in in that small circle got to me.

i would hope i never do that to you. i would never forgive myself. you make me happy and when i see you in furson, i go crazy. so please dont be mad. i think i have enough crazy cream inside me as it is for both of us.

but still an insta-fave to me lovey.

You don't have to worry. I can't imagine you doing anything that will put me in this place.

I know exactly where you are coming from. I'm "LaDeeDaDeedDa" most of time. Once someone gets on my bad side, oh boy! They will stay there for years. I still HATE this guy named Jay who pushed me into a locker back in the 6th grade. That is a unusual case, I normally only really get piss off when I'm inconvenienced.(or someone touches my tools) Anyway, I would never intently do anything to piss you off and if I did just tell me. I have a hard time at picking up on social clues. If you're not blunt I wont get it.

I fully understand about anger that stay with you. I still have some old stuff that I'm angry about that I wish I could just let go. If you met up with this Jay guy again, would you be able to forgive him if he gave you a real apology? So far it works for me.

I also hate being inconvenienced at work or doing other things, especially when it because of someone else not having their shit together.

Nothing you do pisses me off. I like your blunt honesty. It's refreshing that I'm around people who like to just say what sounds good to get in close and get what they want. I can't get a clue either. Sometimes I'm on the opposite side and I put up with someone for a long time before I say something, hoping someone would stop certain behaviors on their own, even though I know that makes me part of the problem.

I would forgive him but, it would still be awhile be for I trust him. I always have a hard time trusting people. Half the time at my work, NO BODY follows through! For example. I will tell someone to change all the fitting on the air compressor. Guess what! Two weeks later, same old rusty quick connects. I'm not some intern asking this, I'm head mechanic of the whole fucking shop! I have to go around and change fittings. Leading into procrastinating on correction. I can't tell them off on it now. I didn't have the rains tight to begin with, I can't tighten them up now. By now they justified not doing the work. So, their not going to do it. The only way I can get any one to do anything is by yelling. That only keeps them on edge for 15 minutes at most. Plus, most of them are straight out of collage and they don't have any respect. Oh, and not to offend anyone but, all of the UTI students don't know a thing. I just have them oil changes all day. Even then a few of them had to be coached a little bit.

So, yeah, a little rant. I have no clue what to do. I have gone to my superiors several times but nothing. I think I have to put the smack down! A little corporal punishment never hurt anybody... well... only the recipient.