I've been in a depressive slump lately but I managed to throw this together, it's kind of giving me more grief though. All I've really wanted to do for a while now is learn music and djing. I think it was always in me but I only recently realized that I actually am capable of learning it. I feel like this is the best thing I've done so far, and that's kind of the reaction I've gotten from others, but also kind of not? Basically I can't tell if everyone secretly hates it and is lying to save my feelings, and that's compounded by the fact that none of them even like type of stuff I'm trying to make so it's like asking a cat to rate the quality of an orange. They would, if they could stop throwing up long enough to speak. Anyways, I really want genuine advice and notes or like. Something hahaha. I'm drained and at a point where I have to decide if I want to keep pushing for this. I'm djing a party soon and I can either promote myself and try to keep getting gigs or throw in the towel and just do what I have to and keep quiet about future plans. I think if I don't at least have half my act together by then I should probably admit defeat and at the very least stop blowing so much time on this stuff.
Anyways, a related thought, I really miss furry raves man. There's only one convention I can afford to go to now because it's in my city, and I don't really have any furry friends anymore, at least at the moment, hopefully. It sinks in sometimes that if I don't either pursue music or get a cushy "go to conventions" money job I might just never go to furry conventions more than once a year again. Its sad. I feel at home in fur raves. I just want to dance my heels off my boots. All the stinky animals in gear. Fuckin awesome.
Another anyways, I just drew this picture real quick to upload with the song. I have another idea for an album cover if I continue making this wretch. I do really just love making fucking stupid bootlegs as much as I hate to admit it.