dylan is a terrible human being who has done many horrible things to me. among bringing in negativity to pretty much every conversation thats ever existed around him, he has said many romantic boyfriendly things to me like 'im full of shit because my eyes are brown', and videotaping my su!cide attempt because that 'was the only time he felt he could get the truth out of me.' well maybe if you actually understood what i went through before you came into my life you would have been able to break down my walls easier. but nope. you had to go straight for the hellfire missle didn't u? scortching everything i held dear to me to cinders. andonce we moved up north, you said that our problematic landlord 'might have learned her lesson if she was r8ped harder' loud enough for her sister to hear and got us kicked out. despite my stupidity of just 'wanting to make the relationship work' i left you. because i finally saw one of our demises in the future. and when you said 'please wait, this is like the big wakeup call i think i needed' well all i could think about is reading that line from an abuser textbook.
will it get better?
who cares?