I feel so empty and even more demotivated/uninspired the last weeks.
Everytime I want to draw something I don't do it or just draw something I don't really feel, and have the thought in mind "Why?" or "for what purpose?".
I just don't feel much recently and I just hope it's the hell of a season that's killing all my drive. I hate summer so much, autumn please save me and my inspiration. At least give me a break from these never ending heat waves!
(It's not even my usual depressive down phase, it's different. Just a void in my soul rn)

So, to draw at least something I really "feel", I drew myself sitting, staring into the void as I often do when I'm stuck in that misery of wanting to draw but not having the drive for it, and feeling nothing or not much. At least I found a new shoegaze band that I felt so much, I cried a lot and feel a little relieved.