"red what is this? this isnt bikini girls"
no its not. its a mental health post... since noone bothers reading journals i wanna give yall a update on things.

these past weeks have been eating me up a lot. we have a case of physical health troubles in the family, long work shifts and barely time to kick back and relax...
im tired, frustrated and exhausted, trying the best so depression doesnt take a grip on me again.

"But red, what about the bikini girls?"

Summer Jam will continue of course, but ill be slowing down. i gotta take some time to breathe and relax. Summer Jam will end somewhen in august.

"are there good news or is nagging all you do?"

good news is ill have two weeks of vacation end of august. means ill have more time to work on projects and relax. depending on how much family actually lets me enjoy it...