Hi beautiful beings, just wanted to keep everyone in the loop. I am burnt out, I’m only really getting broken sleep, I am at near max capacity for stress and things are going very slowly. I am still working on art, it’s just a bit like chewing rocks at the moment with how tired I am.
One of my guinea pigs is incredibly unwell, she’s very old, but I don’t feel like this has to be the end for her, but having that dread looming over me that it will be the end is exhausting. We are also in limbo deciding if we want to continue to have guinea pigs, I love them, my live is enriched by them, but they are so heart breaking, they live such short lives. Which is adding more stress and heart ache because I have to decide if I keep the younger one or find her a new home so she isn’t lonely if we choose not to have more should our older one doesn’t make it, or find her a new friend.
Of course also the money being funnelled into the vet is also causing huge concerns, it’s what our money is for, to give these creatures good lives, but we still need to live and things get scary.
On top of this, I think I may be long term ill, I am always extra tired and I don’t seem to recover as fast after big events, I am still exhausted and peopled out after Confuzzled, I never seemed to
shake that fatigue, maybe I just have so much on that I’m not resting
properly but this seems a bit extra to normal.
Or perhaps it’s just on going mental health issues, I am better than I have
been, but I guess not as stable as I had hoped.
So, I just wanted to say, I am still working on this,
I am just struggling, but working.
Love you all, thank you for your patience.

If waiting is a problem, please talk to me, and we can discuss options.

Take care of yourselves! Stay hydrated!
Get good sleep and pet your Fuzzy/scaly bebehs for me.
Olivitree/Darktree