Looked up how to draw anatomy. One of the famous people from my first trade, computer science, said that one should learn practice until they need theory and theory until their practice needs work. I'm doing just that by looking up tutorials. I'm quick, i've heard, and i'll see if i can make my drawing as good as my writing... i guess it's time to see if my writing is like that of devianart art (wattpad writing) or novelworthy... i'll go ask a bunch of agents to consider either Indebted or Alexander's Accounts, just can't be arsed to write a query letter :/.

I used to laugh at myself and how crappy i was at drawing. With every new Krita file though, i reconsider that stance. I can't top up the ego bank with "haha it's what i expected and more!!" anymore. It's more "this is what all the 'behind the scenes' drawings look like i'm on the right track, yeah, i'm onto a winner".

Currently drawing is very good for my mental health and writing is a big push. Eh, today's a do-little day so all i did was cover a song and did a few drawins, according to what my impulses wanted, so there. Tomorrow, i'll go write a bunch, i guess, see if i can finish 2.5K words in a single day. I probably can, even if the hobby cycle is against it.

Main reason i'm publishing this is so that y'all know i'm learning drawing and to allow you to chart my progress and see if i'm really a fast learner.

My therapist told me to "just be" more often but i haven't gotten round to doing yet because distracting myself with silly little activities is a lot more fun.