I've been rocking some pretty intense feelings these past months.
I just want to put it out there that I'm sorry these things happened, that they did and nothing will ever change the past or what went one. But I'm willing to keep moving forward, even if I have to take the smallest of baby steps.
I will never let another man manipulate me like that. I will never let anyone make me feel like a stranger in my own home. I am a differentiated person, I am my OWN person and nothing should ever change that.
So now I sit here and I wonder about you, how you're doing and fighting the guilt. I know I can't talk to you, I don't want to, I'm not supposed to. But I hope you're okay.
Guilt, Worry, Fear, Manipulation and Pain.
But I still carry hope too. You can't take that from me.
I'm scared of falling in love again, do I even know what real love looks like?
I just want to put it out there that I'm sorry these things happened, that they did and nothing will ever change the past or what went one. But I'm willing to keep moving forward, even if I have to take the smallest of baby steps.
I will never let another man manipulate me like that. I will never let anyone make me feel like a stranger in my own home. I am a differentiated person, I am my OWN person and nothing should ever change that.
So now I sit here and I wonder about you, how you're doing and fighting the guilt. I know I can't talk to you, I don't want to, I'm not supposed to. But I hope you're okay.
Guilt, Worry, Fear, Manipulation and Pain.
But I still carry hope too. You can't take that from me.
I'm scared of falling in love again, do I even know what real love looks like?
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Yoy deserve nothing but the best love out there. Someday you will find rhat someone who compleats you. It is then that the fear of love will melt away and all that will remain is that special someone. Please dont give up, If someone as sweet as you gives up... What hope is there for the beast like me to find his beauty....
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